Once you realize, it'll be too late.

You don't miss your water until your water runs dry. I hate that saying, only because it's so true. Don't you hate having something, but not realizing how good it is til' it's gone? When you have it, you don't really want it, and don't care too much for it, right? But when you know it's not there anymore, and you can no longer call it 'yours', that's when you want it. At that moment, you realize that it might have been what you wanted all along, but never appreciated it til' it was gone. It's the same situation when you want something, but when it's given to you, you don't want it anymore. Maybe it's because we're all selfish. We want every thing to our selves. We don't take advantage of the opportunities given to us, until we've already missed them. We think that just because it was ours at one point, it's gonna be ours forever. Damn do I hate these mind games. Sometimes, we only start trying when we know that the one good thing we've had all along is slipping through our fingers. We only try hard, and start working for it when it finally hits us that it's not always gonna be there, and that we're losing something good. A lot of times, we're too late on the realization. And sometimes, we just never get a second chance to do things differently. Take good care of the best things in life while it's still there, because hey, good things don't last forever. Get me? Being human is so inhumane. Our minds are always playing tricks on us. Maybe we just gotta think about what we really want.


You know what else I hate? When people beat around the bush. I rather be hurt over truth, then be happy with a lie. Honesty, please. Don't hurt others to keep your guard up. Truthfully, you have to put your pride aside sometime, to get what you want, or to keep what you already have. Who gives a fuck if you feel like a bitch? Atleast you'll end up with a good thing. Show how you truly feel. Quit the fronts. We all do stupid things, but why don't we ever think twice about it? We know what's right, but we tend to do what's wrong. Like Kanye said, "Why does everything that’s supposed to be bad make me feel so good?" Why is it that the bad things we do, make us feel so good about ourselves? Karma's a fucking bitch, but revenge feels so damn sweet, don't it? All the bad decisions we make don't hurt us until we're placed in the same situation. I guess sometimes it's a matter of putting yourself in someone elses shoes. We all know damn right that it hurts like hell to be put in the same position we put someone else in. We know two wrongs don't make a right, but why don't we realize that at the time it actually matters? And why is it that we always blame people for our pain? (Hah, I read your blog, Cheryl.) It's true. But you know what? Maybe we are at blame for that pain. Many times, we're the ones who did the wrong to get the pain. Afterall, you get what you deserve, right? So before you blame someone else for your pain, think. Rewind, it was probably you that messed up. And if you know you're fuckin up, that's even worse. FIX IT. Actually, don't even do it. And seriously, fuck the games already. Fight for what you want. Fight for the right, instead of doing wrong. Fight for something worth your while. Lastly, If you're gonna be here, stay here. Be constant. No bullshit that's only gonna be momentary. Don't waste my time. Thank you.


PS. "I love where I'm at, but I miss where I've been." -Jeanine.