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I always told myself I would never make one of these things because I never liked to put my life out there for the whole world to read. But you know what? Who gives a fuck.

Wow, tomorrow is New Years Eve already. This year went by waaay too fast. But I'm kind of glad. I'm done with 2007, and I'm ready to move on from every thing that has happened. I can honestly say that it was a good fuckin' year though. Got a fuckin' car, barely came home, got my first job, spent so much damn money, chilled, partied, cotillions, wasting gas, camping, crabbing, random visits to the fuckin' city, etc. Good ass fuckin times, even though I had a lot of fuck ups. Barely got any sleep this year. Has got to be the best fuckin year ever, despite losing my grandma. Damn, I lost a few friends, but met a gang of new ones. Had a shitload of fun this year. The year is coming to an end, but it's cool. Hello 2008. I'm reaady!

Fuck, one more semester til' senior year. So damn excited. Hella anticipating it already! Here comes the stress with college applications and all that oter shit! I'm excited.


I don't have a resolution for next year. Fuck it though. I never pull through with that shit anyway. Just gonna let every thing happen on it's own. Good lingo? Hah.

No regrets. Just mistakes? Right. Hah, I wish it was that easy. Damn, it's true when they say, "easier said than done". Made so many mistakes. Was so damn selfish, wanted every thing my way. Got every thing my way, but didn't appreciate it. Was so damn stubborn and expected too much. Hurt a lot of people, only to get my heart broken in return. Funny, because now I know how it feels. Truth is, I wish I would have done things so much different. I know now though. Hah, my fuckin moodswings and shit got the best of me. I wish I could have it back, and I wish I would have appreciated what I had when it was right infront of me. Ehh, whatever though. He's moved on, and I can't do anything about it.
I should have never kept in contact with you over the summer. We wouldn't have gotten back together. That would have been better for me.


Ps. I wanna say fuck you because I still love you.